Paranoid Doll


Paranoid Doll

Composition: natsuP
Lyrics: natsuP
Editing: natsuP
Song:神威がくぽ
Song: Kamui Gakupo





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Paranoid Doll

捕らわれた行き場のない心 動けなくなる
自分の 感情(キモチ)さえ見えない 目を背けてる
手のひらに包まれている蝶のように
飛びたくても飛べない 翅(はね)が

「都合のいいように生きればいいよ」
「苦しいなんて言わせないから」

耳元で聞こえる誘惑

自由を求めては 辿り着けず
居場所のない現実に
思い通りにならない地図を眺めている
身体が切り裂かれ 痛みに消えていく
記憶も願いも
切なく色づき 左手に忘れられぬ傷
ボクハ パラノイア

繋がれた手足 隠された瞳の中に
思い出す あの面影は幻なのか

「全部捨ててしまえば楽になれるよ」
「痛みが快感に変わっていくよ」

手渡される 禁断の赤い実

自分らしさなんて わからなくて
過去に縛られ 繰り返す
時の過ちに気付かずに “あの実をください”
手に入れたいものを 掴めなくて
消えない傷を増やすだけ
気付いてしまった 見知らぬ世界に残された
ボクハ パラノイア

うなだれる首
聞こえない耳
叫べない喉
動けない足
これが現実か夢かわからない
でも君は確かに僕を見ていた

暗い闇の中で もがきながら
何度も自分を見つけてる
右手に残る赤い色 バラバラの蝶々
このまま眠らずに 歩き続ければ
いつかは辿り着ける?
行く手に 君の足跡が見えるもう戻れない
ボクハパラノイア



Paranoid Doll

Torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro, ugokenakunaru
Jibun no, kimochi sae mienai, me wo somuketeru
Te no hira ni tsutsumareteiru chou no you ni
Tobitakutemo tobenai, hane ga

“Tsugou no ii you ni ikireba ii yo”
“Kurushii nante iwasenai kara”

Mimi moto de kikoeru yuuwaku

Jiyuu wo motomete wa, tadoritsukezu
Ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
Omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagameteiru
Karada ga kirisakare, itami ni kieteiku
Kioku mo negai mo
Setsunaku irozuki, hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
Boku wa, paranoia

Tsunagareta teashi, kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
Omoidasu, ano omokage wa maboroshi na no ka

“Zenbu suteteshimaeba raku ni nareru yo”
“Itami ga kaikan ni kawatteiku yo”

Tewatasareru, kindan no akai mi

Jibun rashisa nante, wakarankute
Kako ni shibarare, kurikaesu
Toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni, “ano mi wo kudasai”
Te ni iretai mono wo, tsukamenakute
Kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
Kizuiteshimatta, mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
Boku wa, paranoia

Unadareru kubi
Kikoenai mimi
Sakebenai nodo
Ugokenai así
Kore ga genjitsu ka yume ka wakaranai
Demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo miteita

Kurai yami no naka de, mogaki nagara
Nando mo jibun wo mitsuketeru
Migite ni nokoru akaiiro, barabara no chouchou
Kono mama nemurazu ni, arukitsuzukereba
Itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
Yukute ni, kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai
Boku wa paranoia



Paranoid Doll

My heart with nowhere to go lies captured, unable to move.
I can’t sense my emotions. My eyes slide past them.
Like a butterfly lying wrapped within the palm of my hands,
Even if I want to fly, I can’t with these wings.

“Just live to your own desires.”
“I will make it so you won’t complain.”

The seductive whispers I hear in my ears…

Should I try to reach for freedom, I can’t reach
The reality that I have no place in.
I stare down at the map that doesn’t work as it should.
My body is ripped to shreds, disappearing to pain.
Memories and desires, too.
The wound on my left hand etched into my mind changes to a lonely color.
I AM … PARANOIA.

My limbs bound, is the scene from my memories that I see
Behind my blindfolded eyes just an illusion?

“It’ll be easier for you if you throw it all away.”
“The pain will become your pleasure.”

A forbidden red fruit handed to me…

I don’t know what it is to be “me” anymore.
Bound by my past, I don’t notice
The repeating time, only, “Please, the fruit.”
I can’t grasp what I want.
I only hurt myself more.
I’ve realized, realized that the person left behind in this unknown world…
I AM … PARANOIA.

Lolling head,
Unhearing ears.
Unspeaking throat,
Unmoving legs.
Is this real? Or a dream?
But you, you looked at me.

As I struggle in the black darkness,
I find myself again and again,
These tatters of butterflies, a red stain on my right hand.
If I continue walking, never sleeping like this,
When will I reach the end?
As I continue my way down my path, I can see your footprints. There’s no turning back.
I AM PARANOIA.

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